______dReamz*mind Tricks
Tuesday, November 30, 2004
hmmm..had thiz weird dream todaE..dreaMt i wUz in tHis buS..saW ShuYu..Cheuk YIn..Yi Jia aNs sum oTHers..weIrd though..mY pri sch frENz hu choSe NJC as tHeir Jc choice i tink..hmm..issiT a sign..Haiz..honesTLy i aM freaking ouT..i aM scAred aBt noT getting to a gd jc..haiz..i aM noT showing off oR aniTin bUt its mY 1st tiMe being abLe to acTuaLLy cho0se a top Jc aS my school..i haF been a total stewpid Loser in primary sko0L..now..i am so different..so eccenTric..so Lame..so pecuLiar..so gratefuL..and i aM haPpie fer tHat...
Got tHis kiLLer tummy achE..haiz..wuz teLLing Dean aBt it aNd he saed.." You noe JaryL..its cozd by stress aNd caN turn out fataL..."....waaaaaaaaaaah....waiting fer me to die onli...hahahax..betcha he wuz juz fo0Ling around..we joked on the fone Like fo0Ls man...koLLed Haziq bT he weNt to oZie's hoMe to paint her ro0m..heLp out....hmmmm...tmr iSh he coraL's musicaL..it wLd be gReta if ouR sch cLd du sumtim Like daT..bt we dun haf a dRama cLub buT we goRt pLenty of drama-mamas..reaLLi..somE gerLs in sch...woahx..so dramatic..crocodile tears all over...hahhax..their forte....
I'm sTartinG to misS baNd aNd my kLass..its a gd feeLing to noT geT up in tHe morning aNd go schooL bUt i Lacked a drive..i lack tHe occurences which lighten my spirits...sumtimes i feel so empty..an i realise how i am marooned in my own delusional werld w/o my frenz..how much i need tHem..haiz..life ish a tad hard and unfair..bt wif euu guys..i am confident of conquering it all...hopE i gif u tHat saMe strength u haF gifEn me...my piLLar of hope...
=== I wiLL keep ur seCrets in white houses ===
caught a razor butterfly at - 11:44 PM |
