I dare you to catch razor butterflies

__downhill??

Thursday, December 29, 2005

Well for those who have been kept in the dark about my promotional status.. here goes.. i retained. yup i gotta repeat another year in pjc. look on the bright side - i get to go NS a year later. haha??

ytd was just painstaking.. truly.. i was really happy tht the drama people were there to console me.. they practically stopped everything and just sat with me.. sum hugging me.. sum offering advice and farhana offered me drinks. I saw Mdm Tong ytd.. the look on her face was really saddening but i decided to take her advice and try out arts. yeah i'm gonna be an arts student from the year 2006 onwards. I'm hoping to read economics, literature and geography. If i pass the selection test i would take art too.. if possible.. i'll take biology as my contrasting subject since i was able to pass it in J1 this year.

The thing that hurts me the most is losing my class.. we were really close.. i'll miss the daily rantings and bitchings we would have, i would miss the fact that we would all sit together during break and just eat and share food with each other, I'll miss all those softball games we had and even the day i nearly lost my manhood to a shot from Chee Chong. I'll miss all the fun we had during special events and basically i'll miss 05s04 alot. Sharhana called me up from her OGL camp ytd and was basically shouting and we laughed at all the things i did over the span of this one year. She saed tht now that i'm gone, nowan would argue with the teacher during GP lessons, noone would give sarcastic remarks at stuff and noone would be there to tell jokes during prom. Look on the bright side shar, u would have less noise pollution without my presence. haha..

the thing i would miss the most is being seated in between Rez and Yina. I always felt like Harry Potter when i sat next to them. Yina was dear Hermione and Rez my Ron. I would miss them truly and not forgetting Tanya. God.. i dunnoe wad i would do.. i would have to start all over again. Tanya saed tht wherever i would go, i would have many friends around me. I hope so.

Thanks everyone for being by my side. I'm still in a stupor about all of this. maybe i'm meant for the arts. Maybe trying to be a zoologist was abit farfetched. Hopefully. i wont disappoint my loved ones again. Like i said, my one year in pjc has been a total roller coaster ride, sad i can't be there for u guys.. but i promise i'll be there cheering u guys on thruout ur A's..

and Lydia.... dun worrie too much.. i hate it when people get miserable over me.. I want them to be happy always =) promise me honey bunny??.. i'll be a great arts student..

well at least i hope...

caught a razor butterfly at - 9:10 PM |

___MCFLY DOWN

Tuesday, December 27, 2005

for those whom are dim-witted and love Mcfly to bits then i suggest u leave.. the dialogue ur about to read has been edited to exclude the identity of minors [ yeah rite ] and my darling emma watson from any forms of flaming.. enjoy...

[02:30:21 AM] Hema Grint::: you know mcfly?? there is this guy named
dougie
[02:30:32 AM] Hema Grint::: he has TWO full sacks of porn ok!!
[02:30:36 AM] Jae? __?? ??: THANK GOD!!... i dun think his bottom
classified as porn.. more of nitemare
[02:30:41 AM] Jae? __?? ??: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[02:30:44 AM] Jae? __?? ??: oh dear
[02:30:48 AM] Jae? __?? ??: mcfly mcfly
[02:30:53 AM] Hema Grint::: tts him on e left
[02:30:57 AM] Hema Grint::: they ALL watch porn!
[02:30:59 AM] Hema Grint::: together!!
[02:31:01 AM] Hema Grint::: blah
[02:31:02 AM] Jae? __?? ??: next to danny boy??
[02:31:03 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahahahahah
[02:31:09 AM] Hema Grint::: yep
[02:31:10 AM] Hema Grint::: hahaha
[02:31:20 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ya they shld try out the moves on
themselves
[02:31:32 AM] Jae? __?? ??: thn i go n smash cake on them
[02:31:37 AM] Hema Grint::: OH GOD NO DUN GO THERE JARYL, DANGEROUS
WATERS
[02:31:40 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
[02:31:55 AM] Jae? __?? ??: we all gotta thread in danger!!
[02:31:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[02:32:04 AM] Hema Grint::: r u sure u wanna walk in on them to throw
cake at them?
[02:32:10 AM] Jae? __?? ??: eRm
[02:32:15 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i close my eyes lah
[02:32:20 AM] Jae? __?? ??: thn throw anihow
[02:32:21 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahahaha
[02:32:22 AM] Hema Grint::: but urs is too dangerous considering the
fact tt u radiate gayism
[02:32:23 AM] Hema Grint::: heeeeeeeeeeee
[02:32:25 AM] Hema Grint::: jk
[02:32:27 AM] Hema Grint::: yea right
[02:32:27 AM] Jae? __?? ??: omg
[02:32:29 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ya hopr
[02:32:31 AM] Jae? __?? ??: *hor
[02:32:33 AM] Hema Grint::: like u wld do tt
[02:32:40 AM] Jae? __?? ??: they might sense me and jump onto me
[02:32:47 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[02:32:51 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahhahahahaha
[02:32:52 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wad can i sae
[02:32:57 AM] Hema Grint::: i think dougie is gay
[02:32:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i'm SIZZLING!!
[02:33:00 AM] Hema Grint::: e one on e left
[02:33:03 AM] Hema Grint::: ahahahhahahahah
[02:33:04 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[02:33:06 AM] Jae? __?? ??: okay
[02:33:07 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:33:13 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i shall avoid dougie...
[02:33:19 AM] Jae? __?? ??: DANNY!! COME TO ME!!
[02:33:21 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahahahaha
[02:33:24 AM] Hema Grint::: no u cant cus hes the horniest one
[02:33:24 AM] Jae? __?? ??: I GOT CAKE!!
[02:33:26 AM] Hema Grint::: hhahahahahhaha
[02:33:39 AM] Jae? __?? ??: omg
[02:33:45 AM] Jae? __?? ??: if dougie's gay
[02:33:53 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i bet one of the other is oso lah
[02:34:05 AM] Jae? __?? ??: then they can star in their own u noe...
porn
[02:34:16 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahha
[02:34:24 AM] Hema Grint::: dougie wld like too so he may just
convince them too
[02:34:25 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:34:38 AM] Jae? __?? ??: entitled.. " me and the cake " - trials
and tribulation of bein mcfly
[02:34:48 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahhahhaha
[02:34:52 AM] Hema Grint::: ure so mad!!
[02:34:56 AM] Hema Grint::: im glad ur not their manager
[02:35:09 AM] Hema Grint::: if not they'll be releasing their
5431346687 porn movie
[02:35:10 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahha
[02:35:19 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahhhhhhhhh
[02:35:28 AM] Hema Grint::: the on the extreme left is rumoured to be
dougie's gay partner btw
[02:35:29 AM] Jae? __?? ??: tht alot la
[02:35:38 AM] Hema Grint::: and he shares the same bdae as me..
[02:35:41 AM] Hema Grint::: then what, more??
[02:35:42 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahah
[02:35:44 AM] Jae? __?? ??: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[02:35:59 AM] Jae? __?? ??: the one on the bottom makes me feel like
kicking him in the face
[02:36:00 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahahaha
[02:36:05 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahahahahhahahahah
[02:36:08 AM] Hema Grint::: ur sooooo mean!!
[02:36:11 AM] Hema Grint::: hes damn cute!!
[02:36:16 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i'm SORRIE
[02:36:21 AM] Hema Grint::: i mean like those adorable kinda cute
[02:36:24 AM] Hema Grint::: hhhahahahhahaha
[02:36:39 AM] Jae? __?? ??: but he's face like saying.. " Jaryl kick
me.. do me a favour "
[02:36:51 AM] Hema Grint::: ahhahahahahhahahahahahahhahahahha
[02:36:57 AM] Hema Grint::: MEANIE!!!!!!!!!
[02:37:00 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wad
[02:37:04 AM] Jae? __?? ??: he's face wad
[02:37:08 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahahaha
[02:37:16 AM] Jae? __?? ??: dougie dougie....
[02:37:25 AM] Jae? __?? ??: all shld just jump off a cliff
[02:37:26 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:37:28 AM] Hema Grint::: since ure so tempted ill remove his face
[02:37:40 AM] Hema Grint::: u shall jump off with them too then!!
[02:37:44 AM] Jae? __?? ??: BUSTED???
[02:37:44 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:37:54 AM] Hema Grint::: yea!!
[02:37:56 AM] Hema Grint::: you know!!
[02:37:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wheeeeeee
[02:37:59 AM] Hema Grint::: weeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeee
[02:38:01 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahahaha
[02:38:07 AM] Hema Grint::: are u a fan?
[02:38:20 AM] Jae? __?? ??: not really.. my heart belongs to TATU!!
[02:38:27 AM] Jae? __?? ??: I LOVE LESBIANS WANNABES!!
[02:38:27 AM] Hema Grint::: hahhahaahaha
[02:38:37 AM] Hema Grint::: e soon to be mother and the jealous ex-gf
[02:38:38 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:38:44 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ya!!
[02:39:02 AM] Hema Grint::: hahaha
[02:39:11 AM] Jae? __?? ??: dougie and his partner can form the male
version of tatu... called GOONDU!!
[02:39:22 AM] Hema Grint:::
hahahahhahahahhahahahahhahahhahahahahhahahahahahhaha
[02:39:29 AM] Hema Grint::: ure so annoying!!
[02:39:30 AM] Jae? __?? ??: first track release.. " all the cakes i
ate"!!
[02:39:33 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahaahahhahahahah
[02:39:35 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHHAHAHAAHAHAHAHHAH
[02:39:41 AM] Hema Grint::: SHUUUUUUDDDDUUUUPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
[02:39:43 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA
[02:39:46 AM] Hema Grint::: GOSH!!
[02:39:54 AM] Hema Grint::: im gonna post this convo on my blog
[02:39:57 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahahahhahahahah
[02:40:02 AM] Jae? __?? ??: omg!!
[02:40:04 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:40:28 AM] Jae? __?? ??: people might have a hate site for me... oh
well as long i gain some form of popularity!!
[02:41:33 AM] Jae? __?? ??: tts it
[02:41:39 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i'm flying to london oso
[02:41:42 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahhhhh
[02:41:43 AM] Hema Grint::: ;;ninja
[02:41:47 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahha
[02:41:49 AM] Hema Grint::: no ure not
[02:41:50 AM] Jae? __?? ??: live under the london bridge
[02:41:51 AM] Hema Grint::: ok wait u are
[02:41:51 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:41:56 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahahahhahahahhaha
[02:42:05 AM] Hema Grint::: pack me into ur suitcase pls!!
[02:42:09 AM] Jae? __?? ??: london bridge is falling down.. KABOOM!!
[02:42:13 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahahahaha
[02:42:14 AM] Hema Grint::: then i dun need to bring homemade lunch to
sch

[02:44:10 AM] Jae? __?? ??: my emma all natural
[02:44:15 AM] Hema Grint::: .................
[02:44:19 AM] Hema Grint::: she wears makeup too
[02:44:20 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:44:29 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i like katie's dress
[02:44:32 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:44:37 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hate her face.. 0opz
[02:44:44 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahaha
[02:44:46 AM] Hema Grint::: go and wear it
[02:45:11 AM] Jae? __?? ??: IT WILL TEAR!!
[02:45:13 AM] Hema Grint::: u shall be alice or martha(martha martha)
and u shall wear it to seduce chong who shall be played
by SAS!!
[02:45:15 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahahahah
[02:45:23 AM] Jae? __?? ??: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[02:45:44 AM] Jae? __?? ??: thn katie can be the armadillo since she
lo0ks like the part
[02:45:50 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:45:52 AM] Jae? __?? ??: AHHHHHHHHHH
[02:45:54 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahhahahahahahaahahahahahaha
[02:45:55 AM] Hema Grint::: gosh
[02:45:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: I"M SO MEAN!!
[02:46:02 AM] Jae? __?? ??: SHADDUP JARYL!!
[02:46:03 AM] Hema Grint::: and james from busted can be felix
[02:46:04 AM] Hema Grint::: weeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
[02:46:07 AM] Hema Grint::: pinch martha
[02:46:08 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:46:09 AM] Jae? __?? ??: DOWN DOWN BOY!!
[02:46:16 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahhahahahahha
[02:46:26 AM] Jae? __?? ??: oi dun go pinching my bottom evn if its
sexy
[02:46:27 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahahaha
[02:46:39 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahhahahah
[02:46:45 AM] Hema Grint::: jaryl's toking to u , james
[02:46:47 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:46:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: no
[02:47:03 AM] Jae? __?? ??: jaryls talking about himself
[02:47:04 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahahaha
[02:47:09 AM] Hema Grint::: AND LOOK!!
[02:47:14 AM] Hema Grint::: CHARLIE'S RESPONDING
[02:47:18 AM] Hema Grint::: AHAHHA FOR JAMES
[02:47:19 AM] Hema Grint::: LOL
[02:47:27 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:47:31 AM] Jae? __?? ??: oh dear
[02:47:38 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wadeva with the finger
[02:47:47 AM] Jae? __?? ??: wait i show u my finger!!
[02:47:52 AM] Jae? __?? ??: WHAM BAM ALAKAZAM!!
[02:48:07 AM] Jae? __?? ??: emch03
[02:48:08 AM] Hema Grint::: nice purple wordy fingers you have, jaryl
[02:48:09 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:48:11 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHH
[02:48:14 AM] Jae? __?? ??: see]
[02:48:24 AM] Jae? __?? ??: got la.. dun play play
[02:48:38 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahhahahahaha
[02:48:42 AM] Jae? __?? ??: spongeb
[02:48:45 AM] Hema Grint::: james cant see it from uk
[02:48:46 AM] Hema Grint::: lol
[02:48:51 AM] Jae? __?? ??: spongeb
[02:48:52 AM] Hema Grint::: spongebob!!!!!!!!!!!!
[02:48:53 AM] Hema Grint::: my bf!!
[02:48:57 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
[02:48:57 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahha
[02:49:01 AM] Jae? __?? ??: i love patrick!!
[02:49:10 AM] Jae? __?? ??: sbob/
[02:49:11 AM] Hema Grint::: ME TOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!
[02:49:18 AM] Hema Grint::: IM PATRICK'S MISTRESS!!
[02:49:19 AM] Jae? __?? ??: aww
[02:49:22 AM] Hema Grint::: BUT HE DOESNT KNOW
[02:49:23 AM] Jae? __?? ??: so cute!!!!
[02:49:25 AM] Hema Grint::: CUS HES STUPID!!
[02:49:27 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahahahha
[02:49:29 AM] Hema Grint::: yea!
[02:49:38 AM] Hema Grint::: wait whats cute
[02:49:41 AM] Hema Grint::: e baby in my pic?
[02:49:43 AM] Jae? __?? ??: ur disp pic
[02:49:47 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahhahahahhahaha
[02:49:54 AM] Hema Grint::: GUESS WHO IT IS!!
[02:50:01 AM] Jae? __?? ??: me??
[02:50:03 AM] Jae? __?? ??: aww
[02:50:05 AM] Jae? __?? ??: hahaha
[02:50:07 AM] Hema Grint::: NO WAY!!
[02:50:09 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahahhaha
[02:50:16 AM] Hema Grint::: be4 tt do u think its a girl or a guy
[02:50:22 AM] Jae? __?? ??: guy
[02:50:29 AM] Hema Grint::: ooooh ure smart
[02:50:31 AM] Hema Grint::: hahahahha
[02:50:38 AM] Jae? __?? ??: of course its a guy
[02:50:38 AM] Hema Grint::: guess who it is then, if ure tt smart
[02:50:45 AM] Hema Grint::: why wldnt it be a girl?
[02:50:46 AM] Jae? __?? ??: coz its me!!
[02:50:50 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
[02:50:52 AM] Hema Grint::: o man
[02:50:57 AM] Hema Grint::: i thought u were a girl!
[02:51:00 AM] Hema Grint::: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA
[02:51:02 AM] Hema Grint::: JK
[02:51:04 AM] Jae? __?? ??: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
[02:51:14 AM] Jae? __?? ??: RUPERT!!!!!
[02:51:42 AM] Hema Grint::: no
[02:51:44 AM] Hema Grint::: hhhahahahahhaha
[02:51:47 AM] Jae? __?? ??: aiyah
[02:51:49 AM] Hema Grint::: ull never guess
[02:52:01 AM] Jae? __?? ??: is he frm sum band??
[02:52:03 AM] Hema Grint::: yea
[02:52:09 AM] Jae? __?? ??: danny??
[02:52:12 AM] Jae? __?? ??: dougie??
[02:52:14 AM] Hema Grint::: nope
[02:52:17 AM] Hema Grint::: hes not from mcfly

caught a razor butterfly at - 9:26 PM |

__its been a long time

Well well well.. look wads the cat brought in.. JARYL!! whhheeeee i'm officially back in business people... yeah..

the holidays were better than i expected, honestly. Ytd the party at my aunt's house was great. I was forced to stuff myself with food which made my jeans buckle quiver with each mouthful i took. The highlite of the day was my cousin, Nicholas tumbling onto the carrom board.. poor boy!!.. hahah me and steph so gonna beat u and my sis again at carrom!! watch out!!

hahaha

its good to be back... well my promotional status will be out this wednesday, hope i make it together with saritha and rezwana.. god we so haf to be together for the A's next year.. drama is coming... yay!!

POTLUCK!! i'm gonna cook mac n cheese in my dearie Lydia's house.. ahaha i pray hard i dun burn anitin in ur house... we are going SHOPPING and i noe GROCERY SHOPPING is ur favourite!! see i am a good lover..hahaha... i mish REZWANA!!

i was chatting with Hema till 3am plus.. she will post our convo in her blog so go over to hema's blog to see it!! =)

we were talking about lotsa stuff.. really brighten up my day!!

hahaha.. THX HONEY BUNNY FOR THE WONDERFUL LAYOUT!!!!

caught a razor butterfly at - 4:08 AM |