I dare you to catch razor butterflies
yours truly

Jaey '19
ex-peps , ex-wwss, ex-saint, ex-jjcian, current pioneer
05S04 / 06A01 / 06A05 / 06A04
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Zoology is my game
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-bite me and i'll bitchslap you to pluto



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homeys
Thursday, August 24, 2006

I finally met my sexybabes , Maizura and Xinyi. Though Xinyi was dressed in an aunty ensemble which could attract even the most senile and myopic grannies in the world, we still had lotsa fun. I think this sums it up fine :

".. we spent 15% mugging, 55% gossiping, 3% eating mamee, 15% bitching and 12% cam-whoring "
- kampong chief aka Maizura the new owner of a nokia 6280 which has a very controversial wallpaper picture!

it really took my mind of the stupid jocks and pretentious people around me. Even people whom i called my friends seem to have an alternative reflection i was too blind to pay attention too. Oh wells. I really need to thank Jings for having a heartful chat. We thought it was really "cool" to hang out by the water-coolers [ no pun intended ]. I had some time bitching with my favourite drama senoirs and not forgetting the best teachers teaching me now. Noreen, Myself, Jenny and Jings betrayed our fellow houses and went to chill with Joyee and Josephine at the Owens house. It was kinda fun i guess.

Anyway i managed to compose two more poems in school. Enjoy

Mask games

Your face, its dripping
like acid playing with flesh
on a -
pink and raw puppet

Lead words
burden your red cannon
of lies as we walk ahead in a parade
of glass masquerade

Each day you crawl
between hawthornes and roses
which devour rancid butterflies.
Seek your prey, seek not the strong

Don't dance on bleached-red concrete
It bites, you bite, bide
the time to unveil your wishes
to hide your summer welts

I know, the light shows
you dancing alone in a white-washed room
full of porcelain faces.
Wishing
Wishing.


You're Late

You're tendrils kiss me
and constrict my tender innocence out of my mouth.
Savage venuses bloom as roots of crimson
pierce and peel at the sky

Do you dare hold the hand of another? Why lay
brazen in your contempt !
The banging of blood and slitting of throats
lull me back to silence.
Lying in one too many,
late night conundrums

your touch so sharp
shards of cold ice.
Let go Father, Let go

We wish you not anything
then your timely perish
Keys will fly out from
your eulogy spilled satin bed.

I love you and
I loved you for too long.
The moon is gone now, and the clouds scurry
as i take one step away from you.
Now you're late,
like the second hand ticking in my heart.
Late, for its up, Daddy
Time.


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[ i simply dig maiz's expression .. ]


: Let's slit our wrists , just to know we're alive

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tickle me emo
Sunday, August 20, 2006

Yes i'm listening to Butch Walker's Mixtape again. I'm seriously addicted to it. Kudos to Ms Charmaine Tham for introducing it to me while we were lost in Human Geography Tutorial.

Oh, don't turn around and say bye again
Yeah, it crushes my head when you call me your friend
And I'm not the same person from back in the day
In the back of the class
That you thought was gay
No, I can't find the words 'cause I lost them the minute
They fell out of my mouth
And it's love, and I'm in it
So give me your lips
And just let me kiss them
And let's get messed up and listen to possibly

that whole verse sounds like me when i was wallowing in my past crush back in 2004. stupid messed up year. I think the verse can pretty much sum up my life in peejaycee especially the 4th and 5th lines.

Things in school are pretty much okay i guess. I've been developing crazy stomach cramps from listening to Noreen's jokes all day. I really really need to catch up with Kampong chief and my banana buddy. I've been letting them down for the past weeks and its driving me crazy.

Nowadays i feel so lonely in school. Yeah i do have friends, but its a kind of warped/parallel-dimension kind of lonely.

I've got the sudden craving for cam-whoring with Kampong chief and Banana Buddy. And create gorgeous photoshop-ed pictures. My one true remedy is them.

i've gotta study study study for promos are in a month. I think i would cry if i get into J2. i would seriously bawl me eyes, my heart and my butt out.

: Let's get wasted

( probably the best thing i've heard from my friend this week )

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junior plath
Sunday, August 13, 2006

Miss Mixtape

From one shattered dance to another, you reside in slivers
of white-washed clouds
that bleed to life when the clock strikes thirteen.
Oh! how can one resist the folly

Of a young boy drenched
in toxic levels of himself as he lays on top
pumping and pushing, pumping and pushing
nothing but a blunder of swirls

you let go of razor sharp pillows, stuffed with
holy grails of rouge only to find
a feathered pal round your neck,
choking and kissing your hellos.

Has it ever occurred? Has it ?
when you let go and forget
of those whose dreams surpass the treachery
of their own souls? you know you're

so much better off. In your own kingdom
of withered petals and brazen snowflakes
all dancing
for you, for you and only you.

and as it begins to end,
you realise that the tears you birthed
were for one reason.
Life.


i didn't go for the fireworks as expected.
had to rush home and take care of my mum who had a terrible bout of the flu

you'll never love me
until i can forgive
you'll never love me
as long as i live

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poopees & yippee
Monday, August 07, 2006

I scored a goal in soccer today :)
I made a dumb careless mistake in my bio test today :(

if only i remebered that the centrioles would migrate perpendicularly in metaphase II of Meiosis II

- you gave me the best mixtape in my life..


god stop me from running away from my problems.
i've obliterated myself from the face of symphonic band existence. WHY?????

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KAWKAW! KAWKAW!
Saturday, August 05, 2006

OMG OMG OMG OMG! ITS ALREADY AUGUST AND I HAVE YET TO REALLY STUDY! NOOOOOOOOOO!

BIG NEWS PEOPLE! ON WEDNESDAY AUGUST SECOND TWO THOUSAND AND SIX :

A DISGUSTING AND DUSTY FLY FLEW INTO MY MOUTH WHILE I WAS LAUGHING LIKE A MAD BOAR! I HAD TO COUGH AND SPLUTTER IT OUT AND AFTER WHEN I REHEARSED FOR DRAMA THERE WAS THE IRKY FEELING OF THE BUG TASTE IN MY MOUTH AND ON MY LIPS!!

eeeeeeeeeeew!

I suddenly have the wish to have gone into ACS(I)'s IB programme. Totally ludicrous for my intelligence level because even a hamster can outsmart me and even snails can crawl faster than my walking speed.

I was telling Dean yesterday i still regret not staying in SAJC for first three months last just to get the taste of being in a "top" school. I would have still be in a concert band though. I wouldnt have joined drama. Hmmmm, nostalgia shall be my self-proclaimed enemy from today onwards.

It's rather late but i have finally gotten the hang of soccer.

NOREEN TACKLED AND SUCCEEDED IN STEALING THE SOCCER BALL FROM MR KEVIN ANG! WHOOO WHOOO!

she almost made me choke on a sausage when she started singing with her fishball during our literature lesson break!
We were all mocking Jasmine Tye and that genius minah had to go :

" If you wannabe my lover, you gotta be a fucktart first! "

I ALMOST COLLAPSED! i told that to Lydia in Pizza hut yesterday and she nearly spat Coke on me and Dean!

YESTERDAY REALLY ROCKED! I think my whole week of running went down the drain when i gorged on drumlets calamari and the pizza and the glorious soup and salad! boo

Numbers in Drama are seriously dwindling and i'm quite sad about it. sheesh, i hope more j1's join next year. i pray hard we're gonna have a production.

oh the most random thing a teacher said to me this week -->

Teacher : OH! YOU'RE MISTER GLOBAL PLAYGROUND RIGHT?

yup, things in peejaycee are pretty high now

thanks to my buds

Oh another random thing!

ENLIANG SANG NATIONAL DAY SONGS USING A CURRY PUFF WHILE WEARING MY STRAW HAT AT NIGHT!

mad boy! our geog teacher caught him taking pictures of me ~ when he was sitting next to me! really crazy boy! Nonetheless, its fun to feign insanity now and then.

Hopefully i'll drop by paragon and shower confetti and flowers on Westwood Concert Band.

* i miss band so much, but i have yet not muster the courage to step back in my secondary scholl and pry uncharted grounds.

I WISH I WERE IN THE IB PROGRAMME!

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