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Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Please. Effing. Kill. Me.
Take the sharpest knife from your breastpocket and puncture my veins. Let me stare in a half-hearted symphonic stasis. I want to lay down my life. Suicide suicide genocide - cyanide effing pills and gas me up into a helium balloon.
Effing think its just focus and study but i shut the doors to screams and cries - why won't i die ? Effing is really wrong to mount on my horse and gallop away. I'm afraid, yet lovesick so kill me now. 2 years from that week in the future and will i listen to suffer ?
Take me to the cliff of your HDB and let me fall like paper. Tell me the void deck funerals and weddings mean the same thing. Heartbeat falsified truth of your God.
I won't pick up the phone so let me be.
Please. Effing. Let. Me. Die Soon.
It's on my palm anyway. Slightly off 2027.
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