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Sunday, April 17, 2005

Hmmm..ytd was the "great" debate meeting..my ferst in fact..n by the looks of it my last.I met up wif Magdelene n we headed to school..frm there we cld see all the other debaters getting ready for the main selections on wednesday..pretty freaky if u ask me..aniwae we sat wif Chia Yeo n discussed abt Yuyan..Thn we were called upon by the seniors to go to the computer lab for the training-cum-meeting..haiz..practicalli all the pple in the 1st 3 months are retaining their loyalty to debates..i am okie abt it..nuttin to retaliate agnst but i was soon to find out that the sch i call my haven..seems to be a nother bias institution behind its humble facade...

The trainer ish a chinese dude..damn kool..damn funky..turns out Mr Woolhead aint gonna train us directly..well the trainer ish Johnathn if i am not wrong..from catholic high..debated for VJC n for the national team in the Worls School Debates..must be damn good...he asked us all if we had any prior debates experience..apparently i had more experience thn some of them there..coz most of them r beginners..ya..so he asked us to do an impromptu debate..i chose top be wif Mag which was also an oppurtunity to mingle wif the "best debaters in pjc"..aniwae it seems that the 1st 3 monthers tend to talk to themselves onli during our discussion..they joked amongst themselves..n juz anihow allocated the positions to us as if they were "that" good..haiz imagine one of them becoming the president of the debates club..man..i will quit after the inter-college debates i tink..we had the debates after 30 mins of discussion..man was it sloppy..i wasnt evn prepared at all..i din evn haf fully structured sentences to speak of..lame..the onli good comment i had was my ability to fulfill the time requirement that day..haiz..thn the seniors a.k.a Seok ying kept on yakking abt how the good debators frm 1st 3 mths are running for council n they wld not want to lose them coz they seem to be the best...blah blah..she kept on talking at Langer n Alvin as if they were Gods..puh-leese..apparently the boot-lickers are in the Pre-U seminar..its pretty prestigious to go for it..i am dumb man..i was offered a place in the dates team n pre-u seminar if i stayed in JJC..but i gave it all up to go PJC n i m treated like an invisible shit there..haiz..i am not saying that PJC sux or wad juz that the debates society aint my cuppa tea...they shld look in the mirror so that i cn creep behind them n smash their faces in it...

bunch of mother farkers..i am onli doing it for Mag n myself..hope we do well on wednesdae...hope the seniors rot wif their pets..in hell.lamers...hmph..Melissa ish better..wish she were there..haiz..guess my dreams of being a debater will go down the drain..sumtimes..i wish i were back in westwood...its alwaes btr there..alwaes...

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