a game of normalcy
Thursday, September 21, 2006
I realised that every youngster wishes to be special, but for me, i wanted normalcy and conformation.
However, subconciously, i did not attain that at all..
Let's see, when i was 12 years old, i said this to my brother :
Me : Daryl, i want to go to the normal stream!!
Daryl : No, you must aim for express
Me: but, i'm normal what?! so i aim for normal stream, i'm not that smart or special to enter express.
Lo behold.
Here's another which happened when i was 15 :
Me: Ms Rozi, i want to quit the council. I want to be a normal student.
Ms Rozi: I don't see why you can't be both a councillor and normal student.
That was the year i lost the post of being the President of the Student Council in Westwood.
See my flaw? I was trying too hard to fit the steretypes of being a "normal" student when i clearly did not fit.
I guess we are all special eh?
There's so much to do. My geog's in a mess. Econs is unpredictable and i'm lost in Lit.
Mama, i still remember the day you cried when you heard i'm to retain.
Next week.. I'm going all out for you mom. We crashed & burnt , all in our delirious heads
you'll never in your life meet someone else like me....
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