Aufwiedersen
Tuesday, November 14, 2006
It just hit me. It just hit me how i have to say goodbye all over again. Say goodbye to the ones whom have somehow affected my life and pushed to what i am today. It's stupid really, humanity is stupid, education is ironically stupid & superfluous.
I hate myself for the past days. It just irks me to even think about certain things now.
I can't & i guess a part of me refuses to come into terms with what happened yesterday.
It's really foggy now, perceptively and prospectively.
Simultaneously, I'm trying to battle with my personal insecurities. Gosh , I have so much too.
Really, am i what i present to the world & my friends?
Guess i'll take this time off to think & such monotonous shit that all losers go through inevitably & eventually.
I realised i've been IGNORING few people these days subconciously.
As much as i say " Yeah see you soon " , I actually couldn't really give a hoot if i don't meet you down the street anytime soon.
See, SEE what has happened to me. I've become spiteful and all.
Fuck
I've been feeling short of breath these few days too. Maybe its a sign.
& with that, i say aufwiedersen. Aufwiedersen to all this fucked up & pent up shit.
I miss vanessa
I miss the cool gp row
I can't wait for the Metro SIF with samsam and hikari
I miss mai & xinyi
I miss the good ol' days.
Watch " Ghost World " & " Art School Confidential "
both written by Daniel Clowes
Fantastic satirical and ironic movies.
And just for added dramatic presentation,
Fuck.
Thank you.
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