Just another hormonal entry of desperation at 2am
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
I miss having sweaty palms at the sight of you.
I miss having my heart flutter at the mere mention of the name that connects me to you.
problem is,
you're not real & no where in sight.
I need to find some motivation in school. Something that puts me to bed each night, something that makes me wake up in the morning all blue-eyed and enthusiastic.
Wish i were at the Caribbeans. Dancing with coconuts on me and twiddling my thumbs to some guitar strums. I wished i were fitted and custom-made to society's mould, ' cause it'll make life so much easier. At times, I get so sick of being myself 'cause I've somehow lost my direction. I want to live someone else's life, have their dreams, have their hopes. Maybe then I'll appreciate my own.
Lydia let's get coffee & cheesecake soon.
Rezwana, i really want to hug you when you get back.
Sharhana, make me laugh when i get a chance to meet you.
Yina, you don't need a man to validate yourself, you're so beautiful & talented, you leave me speechless.
Vanessa, my promised breakfast date very soon.
I'm very much like Cassio in 'Othello" that it drives me crazy.
'till the World caves in.
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