___a story of facades
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
I never should have believed u guys.Though u guys would always be tue to me.Guess not..now i am left to fend for myself in the vindictive winter storm.I cant believe it..i guess i kinda knew that the whole glory of being in such a community wouldslowly diminish with time but i never expected it to just sip out of my ands like the minute grains of hand in my hands.I feel confused.. i tot we would fight all the way...i promised to that..i promised that we would make it through all theadversities..yet u did not heed the words i said..u treated them like air..took it for granted..now i can never trust the gentle speech of urs..i tot our friendship transcended time itselfyet u refuse to persevere..all i can say is goodbye..i still value that we have a special bond..and will forever be by ur side..when u need me..
Its sad i guess..my feelings can fluctuate very vigorously.I noe its nothing much but i find that memories are all coming back to me..they seem to invade my mind..those painful memories are the ones manipulating my mind.I just wished i could forget abt all of them,forget that deceit actually exists in our world...ya...all but a painful memory.
I feel rather confused.I tink that maybe i haf developed feelings for u.But ur everyti i am not.Ur so arty..i am so farty..humour masks my pain..yeah..aniwae..i dunnoe..i tink myabe i am just caught in a turbulent world...i tend to rsh into things..maybe its just a little crush..maybe just maybe i like you...
the facade is slowly breaking away
lets keep in like that
your beautiful..its true..but i noe i will never bewith you...
i believe u haf someone in ur heart..i wont even bother..u may tink we are friends and indeed we are but sometimes i long for u to just be mine..my little valentine..now i know it will all be a dream..as i fade into the darkness once more...
i ______ you... yes i do
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