___destiny unfolds
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Sometimes i find it funny that i still regret about several issues on the JC system and choices...I will cry my eyes out if Rezzy retains man..hi really want her to make it thru i mean for both of us to do so..i am on shaky ground currently. haiz i just wished that my best friends would be beside me no matter wad. thats all i can ask for at this moment of time. Gluttony will only lead to my demise so why bother. Maybe i should not make any hasty decisions, being in drama would be really fun since i practically noe most of them well except for a handful and thts a great feat considering i wasted most of my time trying my best to fit into the social circle debates. As the days of yonder grow distant i cant help but look back at the memories and wished that i changed my god-forsakken life. The thing i am proud is that i am going back to curch on saturday to salvage the broken pieces of my religious faith. maybe thats the missing link to my horrile horrible life. i feel lost at times..i feel sympathetic yet i cant pinpoint what exactly went haywire in my pages in the book of life...
I really miss the animals at SPCA..tmris another day of volunteering and i can hardly resist the temptations to snuggle up wif either Ash or Catrina...i just wished i would understand the btr..Snuggling up to the animals really help...yeah
one day when i become influential enuff i shall write abook abt the escapades i hadin life and hope it to be a literary text for students like myself. Though it might seem rather farfetched itdoesnt really hurt to hold on to that dream...well maybe that dream would keep me thru my life in JC...haiz the regrets i have cant be told for they speak of sins and secrets...
sometimes i just wished the winds would turn
that the kite i keep flying would indeed disappear in to the sunset
dusk keeps at my dreams
i noe one day i shall succumb to the fall
till then
i am still standing tall
for all the broken pieces of class, i stab myself with the melody of requiem
till death escorts me to eternal immortality....
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