I dare you to catch razor butterflies
yours truly

Jaey '19
ex-peps , ex-wwss, ex-saint, ex-jjcian, current pioneer
05S04 / 06A01 / 06A05 / 06A04
Geography, Literature, Economics, Biology
Zoology is my game
Bandsmen / Debator / retiredDrama-mama
-bite me and i'll bitchslap you to pluto



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___the start of my feelings
__ peneral gaper
__a day of revival
___dripping wet
____ just a step away
___sing to dusk
___failure 101
__farewell my doggiepoo
___destiny unfolds
__ 2nd place is good aint it??



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unfortunately for you , im a male bitch i'm single, unabashed and some label as a gay-wannabe throw yourself in a duffle bag 'coz the epitome of hypocrisy is me kiss, kill, relish *smooches* and if this happen to make u say " GAYSHIT " then i suggest you go get yourself a half priced life during the Great Singapore Sale Free Web Counter
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__all downhill from now
Tuesday, October 18, 2005

i feel like a failure...nothing but diappointed in all my past and present endeavours. Sometimes i ponder why in the world did i ever try top outdo myself. I was rejected by the student council to join the OGL team and now i just found out that the Debaters are pretty much breaking up so we might not participate in the upcoming Red Cross Debates this week. while they were arguing i just sat at the staircase staring into the sky....wishing...wishing....

Its all breaking up...all my dreams...all my hopes..all those things i was looking forward to...its all over i guess..i'm never going to feel whole again..

i just tot tht maybe i would give PJC another chance...guess not..it was a mirage that i refused to believe away..its my fault..




the moon has peeked out to chuckle and laugh
as i grab onto a shard of glass
I cringe in pain and hold on tight
as i bring it forth and slash my right
the crimson tide comes dripping in a wave
i watch it splotch
by my bed
i can't be whole
i cant be the same
its ll because
i refuse to say your name....

*******

thats ur name
now guess the game...

its not the same again....never was..never will

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