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Thursday, December 29, 2005
Well for those who have been kept in the dark about my promotional status.. here goes.. i retained. yup i gotta repeat another year in pjc. look on the bright side - i get to go NS a year later. haha??
ytd was just painstaking.. truly.. i was really happy tht the drama people were there to console me.. they practically stopped everything and just sat with me.. sum hugging me.. sum offering advice and farhana offered me drinks. I saw Mdm Tong ytd.. the look on her face was really saddening but i decided to take her advice and try out arts. yeah i'm gonna be an arts student from the year 2006 onwards. I'm hoping to read economics, literature and geography. If i pass the selection test i would take art too.. if possible.. i'll take biology as my contrasting subject since i was able to pass it in J1 this year.
The thing that hurts me the most is losing my class.. we were really close.. i'll miss the daily rantings and bitchings we would have, i would miss the fact that we would all sit together during break and just eat and share food with each other, I'll miss all those softball games we had and even the day i nearly lost my manhood to a shot from Chee Chong. I'll miss all the fun we had during special events and basically i'll miss 05s04 alot. Sharhana called me up from her OGL camp ytd and was basically shouting and we laughed at all the things i did over the span of this one year. She saed tht now that i'm gone, nowan would argue with the teacher during GP lessons, noone would give sarcastic remarks at stuff and noone would be there to tell jokes during prom. Look on the bright side shar, u would have less noise pollution without my presence. haha..
the thing i would miss the most is being seated in between Rez and Yina. I always felt like Harry Potter when i sat next to them. Yina was dear Hermione and Rez my Ron. I would miss them truly and not forgetting Tanya. God.. i dunnoe wad i would do.. i would have to start all over again. Tanya saed tht wherever i would go, i would have many friends around me. I hope so.
Thanks everyone for being by my side. I'm still in a stupor about all of this. maybe i'm meant for the arts. Maybe trying to be a zoologist was abit farfetched. Hopefully. i wont disappoint my loved ones again. Like i said, my one year in pjc has been a total roller coaster ride, sad i can't be there for u guys.. but i promise i'll be there cheering u guys on thruout ur A's..
and Lydia.... dun worrie too much.. i hate it when people get miserable over me.. I want them to be happy always =) promise me honey bunny??.. i'll be a great arts student..
well at least i hope...
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