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yours truly

Jaey '19
ex-peps , ex-wwss, ex-saint, ex-jjcian, current pioneer
05S04 / 06A01 / 06A05 / 06A04
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Zoology is my game
Bandsmen / Debator / retiredDrama-mama
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Saturday, January 07, 2006

Hmmm.. i guess yesterday was so much better thn any other days of the week since it was a friday and we had to dance the school fundance. I was part of the Art Society team which taught the J1 batch the dance.. We danced for four hours straight man!! thts like equivalent to losing like a few kilograms i hope.. yeah it was fun during tht period..

I received my subject combination form.. i'm in the science stream but i hope to transfer to the arts. The school saed tht there might be a possibility of choosing any subject combination. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH I WANT MATHS BIO AND LIT!! ya so i'm gonna appeal for tht combi.. if i dun get it i'll try maths/econz , geog and lit i just wanna shout out to all those tht remain oblivious to my plight - I AM A FREAKING RETAINEE!! DONT BE SHOCK, AND I'M NOT AN ARTS STUDENT PREVIOUSLY!! god why does everyone act so shock .. " sorry jaryl i didnt noe " eRmm.. ya.. okay

and then there's those people who ask why i can still act so happy.. well i haf to remain happy coz theres too much pain at stake.. wad i am now is nothing but a mask.. damn it.. do u noe how much it hurts to see ur friends just advance like tht.. do u noe how much it hurts to forego ur dreams, do u know how much it hurts to be the specimen for freakshows as pple just stare at you, do you know how much it hurts when ur mother cries at the knowledge of her son retaining.. do u??.. bet u dont.. being happy is the onli solitude i have at my disposal.. please dun take tht away from me..

my dad tinks i'm loitering in school aimlessly, my mom still broods on the fact tht i have to spend another year in pjc.. me??.. i'm just tinking wad a farked up world this is.. i just wanna run away..

its never going to be the same.. shit...

god i tink i shld just be gay..

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