__ dreams of nitemare
Tuesday, February 21, 2006
I woke up today pretty spooked by two of my dreams. Lemme narrate them to you if possible. Crap..
Dream 1:
I was walking when i suddenly fell off this ledge. I continued to fall and suddenly realised that some J1 was falling behind me. Lets call this person X. So X was falling behind me. Suddenly X did something to me and i retaliated. Then X saed it was okay and we did something im pretty ashamed of, even in my dreams. Then i found myself on solid ground with X and we did that something. Then i remembered just walking away and crossing through this foliage surroundings. I saw X sitting on a parkbench with X's supposed lover, Y. Ya ! so X and Y were just sitting down and moping cause me and X did something. It was damn depressing to know tht in my dream i came between them evnthough i dont even know them in real life. crap. Next to them i saw Yina sitting with a shattered photoframe . In it was a picture of she and Shaun. I almost cried. It was sad; so many emotions i couldnt really comprehend. Then i walked to this lake and met this beautiful caucasian gerl with blonde hair and petals in her hair. She was dressed in a flowy dress and i remebered carrying her and letting her float in the lake.
And then i woke up, knowing it was like 3am-ish i decided to sleep again and soon dwelled in another dream.
Dream 2
In this dream i was in my house and wanted to brush my teeth. When i entered the toilet, Langer suddenly popped out and a gerl whom i did not recognised joined us in the toilet to brush our teeth. When i closed the toilet door, cockroaches of every size started falling and i ran out. Then i proceeded into the kitchen where someone forced me to eat fried roaches. I was chewing on some of them when i gagged on a roach leg and woke up.
WTF!
shit.. when i came to school i saw the real X and was reminded of my dream. I think something is seriusly wrong with me psychologically.
Lit was fun but i was too quiet.
Playing the cat and mouse game with tht evil TUDONG is getting on my nerves
Today someone from my class asked me " EH i thought u always hang out with them?"
i was stumped. I dun want to be in a clique. I love Ao1. not only the clique. I wanna mingle with everyone. Gosh. Its getting painful. Im starting to remember my days with Yina and Rez. It was bittersweet i guess. Truly bittersweet.
i dont mind cutting my heart out and placing it into a blue jar. [ something i learnt in Lit today ]
i'm so tired.
did something funny abt me and the drama-mama's
- White chocolate isn't technically chocolate, because it doesn't contain Jaey.
- In Chinese, the sound 'Jaey' means 'bite the wax tadpole'.
- The only Englishman to become Jaey was Nicholas Breakspear, who was Jaey from 1154 to 1159!
- If you cut Jaey in half and count the number of seeds inside, you will know how many children you are going to have.
- The National Heart Foundation recommends eating Jaey at least three times a week.
- Edinburgh imports three thousand kilograms of Jaey every year.
- Jaey is 1500 years older than the pyramids!
- Tradition allows women to propose to Jaey only during leap years.
- Jaey was first discovered by Alexander the Great in India, and introduced to Europe on his return!
- If your ear itches, this means that someone is talking about Jaey!
- In a pinch, the skin from a shark can be used as Drama-mamas!
- South Australia was the first place to allow Drama-mamas to stand for parliament.
- The condom - originally made from Drama-mamas - was invented in the early 1500s!
- According to the story, Pinocchio was made of Drama-mamas.
- Drama-mamas once lost a Dolly Parton lookalike contest!
- Three seagulls flying overhead are a warning that Drama-mamas are near.
- If you drop Drama-mamas from more than three metres above ground level, they will always land feet-first.
- Grapes explode if you put them inside Drama-mamas.
- To check whether Drama-mamas are safe to eat, drop them in a bowl of water; rotten Drama-mamas will sink, and fresh Drama-mamas will float.
- A Drama-mamaometer is used to measure Drama-mamas.
it's getting harder to murmur your name
i look into your eyes and see my soul bleed
each hurts each time we talk
yet i cringe in the memory of pain
i look into the mirror yet i see a reflection of you
save yourself
save what's ours
but do not
save
me
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