Deck the Halls
Monday, December 25, 2006
So it's Christmas & everyone is jolly, well not really. I think it's just me. I feel like the Grinch, all furry and conniving. As usual, i begged my mum not to buy my any presents 'cause i don't really believe in the tradition. Or rather, stopped believing a few years back.
Church yesterday was good. We stood at our usual place : the pillars outside the entrance. It's always crowded. I kept on peeking at the choir and made conductor gestures to myself.
Visited my loved ones at the cemetery just a while ago. Nostalgia was lacking till i reached my maternal Grandma's grave. Then i discreetly cried and started to remember how she would have a special tin of our favourite biscuits at home, how my mom resembles her so much, how i dreamt of her just a week back after 7 years.
I learnt today i have my maternal granddad's lips and nose. I have my mum's eyes.
I'm especially proud of my eyes.
Merry X'mas my friends. God bless.
- ... hope you find out the true meaning of Christmas xoxo
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