Raging Hormones
Thursday, December 28, 2006
You know Jaryl, you're just like my friend, only he's alot smaller. He was every girl's bitch and people thought he was gay or something. Then one day he told me his hormones were all, ya noe, crazy.
- Leedeeya
Yes. I'm hormonal. Hormonal & Schizophrenic.
Thank god I'm not emo, well at least not yet. I've been having a little Artist Block with my poetry. I've yet to revamp my Duvet Detention. Planning to make it a little longer and to add some twists to the central theme in the poem.
Anyway, yesterday my hormones were mad. My brain and heart was all frizzled and i kept on thinking about dating & girlfriends. Sheesh, and this just had to happen when the year comes to an end. Come to think of it, this year was pretty un-dramatic compared to the others.
2004 was the whole "you were my close girl pal turned crush, now you wanna break off all ties " drama.
2005 was " i have a crush on you but i think i'm over you but oops i told you by accident anyway "
2006 was clean, spotless and loveless. Aside from my valentines day date, whom is happily attached right now ( no not to me ! )
So i just wonder, what's in store for me in the year 2007. Maybe i'll hook up with some junior. Maybe have sex with a teacher ( no Noreen, Jings & Deepa, not THAT teacher ! )
I recall being asked to give a speech to the parents when i was in sec3/sec4, about teens & stuff, and i yakked about how teens have raging hormones and its normal for them to get into all kinda troubles be it relationships, mood swings or even puberty.
And ALL the teachers had to make a fuss just cause i said " raging hormones ". Sheesh.
Well, just a few more days till the new year. Maybe i'll explore the dating world. Only when i'm ready physically and emotionally. By the way, last sunday's paper had this article on teens being more aware about the appearance and this fuckface dude said " Attractive people get treated better . "
FUCK YOU! ( eventhough it's true )
We shun the ugly, we tease the fat.
We glorify the beauties & worship the hunks.
That's life.
P.S
I dig the new "vulgar" entries. Expletives rock. Or so it seems.
May my hormones be good till the new year & may they not turn me into a horny sex maniac whore wannabe.
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