I dare you to catch razor butterflies

Yu Char Kueh ( feeling random as usual )

Thursday, January 18, 2007

There is nothin’ special about me
I am just a lil star
If it seems like I’m shining, it’s probably
A reflection of something you already are
I forget about myself sometime when there’s so many others around
But deep inside, it feels the darkest and that is where I can always be found
That is where I can always be found - That is where I can always be found

The days seem to just flutter, just as i wished for. The weekend, the weekend.
I seem to have lost touch with all forms of sensibility in myself. I jabber about random stuff non-stop. I answer biology questions with stupidly. I felt really dumb on Wednesday. I blurted to my Human Geography teacher that i think my thinking is warped & distorted.

I feel disoriented with my surroundings. Disenchanted.

Not forgetting, being caught by Mr. Sas for yawning in his class. Darn.

I was just thinking on my way home. Who are humans to dictate the way others live? Who are we to dictate the way others think?
Many have always said to me that homosexuality is a sin, but is it really a sin if it were God's gift to you? Would it be a sin in His eyes if that's the way He made you to be?

I think many of us are foolish, foolishly human & i'm no exception to that flaw.

My oh my, i realised my writing changed from being a twitish replica of ahlians to something more profound. Good !

Just keep tryin’ and tryin’
Sooner or later, you’ll find it
And it’s surprisin’ how inspirin’ it is to see you shinin’
‘Cause in the dark of night, you’re all I can see

And you sure look like a star to me

Thick eyeliner : $1.50
Retardedly short black & red tie : $ 2 ( i know good bargains )
" i tried to slit my wrists but couldn't make it in the end " cut marks : painful
being an emo wreck in school : PRICELESS

caught a razor butterfly at - 9:19 PM |